'In a time long forgotten, a man was given a Gift by God: from whomever he wished could he rob them of their illness, however grave, and bear it upon himself. And with only that knowledge did the man begin his travels.
'Not two days threaded by when the man happen upon a village. While looking for a place where one might purchase and partake in a meal, he saw a girl-child sobbing outside the portal to her house. "What, pray tell, makes a cherub cry?" asked the man the girl.
'"Mother Left with no return, and now Father lies in bed withering by the day. Whence no family aids or claims me as their own, I feel afraid to walk this world by my ow
I know you heard me
I've got more to say
I know you see me
I saw you look away
Ignoring
Forgetting
My existance lost in the headspace
I'm just by your side
My words missing without a trace
They were heard and brushed aside
As if I'm obsolete
Your standards mine don't meet
No matter how hard I try
No matter what I do
You'd just sniff and deny
I'm good enough for you
He who barks not
He who wanders the dark lands
Sings Her praises to distant watchers:
"Oh, unchanging beauty,
Lead me to thy embrace,
Where lies the freedom my heart yearns."
A sigh in the silence,
She smiles and he calls,
"Oh, eternal watcher,
This lonesome gloom,
Let your guiding hand reveal the truth."
To Her he bows,
She withdraws the curtains,
And caresses his face.
In Her glory he bathes,
Watching his breath
As it turns into silver clouds.
He closes his eyes,
Feels her touch,
Elation alights his mind,
And his song joins the chorus.
It was a bright sunny morning when little Lilian went skipping down the jogging trek in the park behind her house. On the way she saw an old man seated on a bench, hands resting on the crook of his walking stick while he stares down the along the path. Now little Lilian has already been told once and dozen times again by the Grown-ups that talking to strangers was a bad thing, but like most kids her age, she knew better to believe the Grown-up's stories of boogie men and monsters-in-closets. And so little Lilian skipped up to the old man and asked, "What are you doing here, Old Man?"
"I'm waiting for my dog," replied the Old Man with a smile
It was a bright sunny morning when little Lilian went skipping down the jogging trek in the park behind her house. On the way she saw an old man seated on a bench, hands resting on the crook of his walking stick while he stares down the along the path. Now little Lilian has already been told once and dozen times again by the Grown-ups that talking to strangers was a bad thing, but like most kids her age, she knew better to believe the Grown-up's stories of boogie men and monsters-in-closets. And so little Lilian skipped up to the old man and asked, "What are you doing here, Old Man?"
"I'm waiting for my dog," replied the Old Man with a smile
He who barks not
He who wanders the dark lands
Sings Her praises to distant watchers:
"Oh, unchanging beauty,
Lead me to thy embrace,
Where lies the freedom my heart yearns."
A sigh in the silence,
She smiles and he calls,
"Oh, eternal watcher,
This lonesome gloom,
Let your guiding hand reveal the truth."
To Her he bows,
She withdraws the curtains,
And caresses his face.
In Her glory he bathes,
Watching his breath
As it turns into silver clouds.
He closes his eyes,
Feels her touch,
Elation alights his mind,
And his song joins the chorus.
I know you heard me
I've got more to say
I know you see me
I saw you look away
Ignoring
Forgetting
My existance lost in the headspace
I'm just by your side
My words missing without a trace
They were heard and brushed aside
As if I'm obsolete
Your standards mine don't meet
No matter how hard I try
No matter what I do
You'd just sniff and deny
I'm good enough for you
'In a time long forgotten, a man was given a Gift by God: from whomever he wished could he rob them of their illness, however grave, and bear it upon himself. And with only that knowledge did the man begin his travels.
'Not two days threaded by when the man happen upon a village. While looking for a place where one might purchase and partake in a meal, he saw a girl-child sobbing outside the portal to her house. "What, pray tell, makes a cherub cry?" asked the man the girl.
'"Mother Left with no return, and now Father lies in bed withering by the day. Whence no family aids or claims me as their own, I feel afraid to walk this world by my ow
It was a bright sunny morning when little Lilian went skipping down the jogging trek in the park behind her house. On the way she saw an old man seated on a bench, hands resting on the crook of his walking stick while he stares down the along the path. Now little Lilian has already been told once and dozen times again by the Grown-ups that talking to strangers was a bad thing, but like most kids her age, she knew better to believe the Grown-up's stories of boogie men and monsters-in-closets. And so little Lilian skipped up to the old man and asked, "What are you doing here, Old Man?"
"I'm waiting for my dog," replied the Old Man with a smile
Current Residence: Sheffield Favourite genre of music: Rock Operating System: Mac OSX Tiger MP3 player of choice: iPod Skin of choice: My own, thank you very much... Favourite cartoon character: Gir (Invader Zim) Personal Quote: Beware of Roaring Sheep
No idea what's gotten into me... There I was piecing together our ficticious project proposal and I could help but let my head sink into despair and hopelessness as I read the sections written by the other members. Goes to show that a person's weakest language can also be the one they're born into, ignoring the fact it their ONLY one.
"Sorry guys: I know it might be a little rude of me to do so, but I've altered some of your work. It's still there; just look hard enough and you might recognise the scraps here and there..."
Oft times I find myself mentally writing a to-do list that just on, and on, and on...
Work:
Revision
Tutorials
Assignments
Apply for placements
Games to Play:
Final Fantasy XII
Valkyrie Profile II
Fatal Frame III
Ico
Games to Re-play (secrets unlocking, etc):
Okami
Fatal Frame II
Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga 1 & 2
Games to Improve at:
Tekken 5
Guilty Gear XX Slash: Midnight Carnival
Books to Read:
Kafka on the Shore
Jingo
Ghostwritten
Anime to (Re)Watch:
One Piece
Death Note
Pumpkin Scissors
FLAG
Last Exile
Deviations:
Practice drawing
Finish WIP proses
And now after a careless decision to delve into o
Decided it was high time I did something about that last journal entry after ~quartz actually read it nearly 9 months after the entry...
And no, I've been less suicidal since that day, even though I haven't found a real reason to live - but who the hell really needs that anyway?
Empty lives. Forsaken dreams. Childhood memories. Another sad song.
Between the caffeinated waking hours and the sugar-crashed sleep, finding a muse has been rather tricky over the long winter. The fact that the world turned green while my back was turned helped little in this aspect; instead I'm wrecked with short bouts of homesickness. However, to be honest I hav